I invite you into my past and give you my "Why's. Your "why's" are important. Life isn't easy and I want to share part of my story and help find your "why's"
As your sister, I am truly sorry that you felt alone. I'm sorry I ran away when things got too much. Thank you for cleaning up after Dad's passing. I don't wish that experience on you but you spared me and your nephews and niece that pain and suffering. It would have further traumatized us all to be a part of that. You were unselfish in this regard. I appreciate what you did. Running away was scary. Maybe it would have been a more meaningful experience if I had offered to take you with me. Just a thought I had....